I currently don’t feel completely satisfied with my life. The only thing that I want right now but I currently lack is my Purpose. Purpose definition reads: the reason for which something is done or created. I find myself asking that question often, “Why was I created”.
I’ve prayed about this more times than I can remember. I find myself sometimes even pleading, “Lord please reveal to me why you created me, I want to know what my purpose is, and I want to step into the role you intended for me to be in”. I believe that in good time I will get the answer I’m seeking but it leaves me everyday still wondering about it. I really wanna know. I’ve been told that when it’s my time I will be informed, but sometimes I get impatient. Patience is hard to have when you want something so bad.
Many times I’m able to calm myself from being anxious about my destiny. I know deep down that I was created for a reason. Jeremiah 29:11 reads “For I know the plans I have for you” says the Lord. “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope”. I can say that that scripture brings me great joy about the future that God has promised to me. I’m delighted knowing that He already has a plan intended just for me. He knew even before I was created why he placed me in my mother womb. I cannot wait to start fulfilling the plan the Lord has for my life. I want nothing more right now in life than to be the woman God intended for me to be.
I plan to continue praying about my current desires for my life. I will continue to seek the answer I hope soon to be revealed to me. I love to serve the Lord. Serving Him is my main focus in life.